ladybluebird's Blog
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8/7/07 5 CommentsJust curious
How many of us blog about forgiveness, moving on or not letting things get us but don't really practice it? I know there have been times I have done it. I have said I don't let things get to me but then I do - we are all human.
It just seems funny how when we really put down what we feel, we seem to be critized or shunned. I refuse to allow that to happen to me. See, I removed my blog from the other day more because of the trouble it caused for others and not because I was in any way embarassed or ashamed of it - I simply wanted the drama it caused to stop.
I find it a little shameful that we can't post our deep and true feelings without fear of censure - I have and I will continue - I encourage everyone to do the same.......
having said said that - I am left to ask myself, what do I feel? I feel pushed aside and misunderstood. I get a lot of that in my day to day life and it would seem that is is flowing over to here - all because I speak my mind.
for that I refuse to apologize. My ONLY apology is for any misunderstanding (which I am hoping is cleared up) or for anyone who took my words (on ANY blog) to mean something other than they really did. I encourage you to ask me if ever you are in doubt for I will not lie, I have nothing to hide or fear for the only thing worth fearing is fear itself........
Loyal love and blessings............
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8/6/07 0 CommentsHoping
this week is better - last week was a lot of drama, and even I was guilty. I hope things are settled and way more mellow this week.
so very tired, didn't want to get up this morning - Mondays are the worst!
P.S. STILL SENDING HEALING THOUGHTS OF FRIENDSHIP AND LOVE FOR ANY PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL ANGRY!!!!
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8/3/07 1 CommentCLARIFICATION!!!!
OK - let me set the record straight, I had NO CLUE this would get this out of hand. The Jennifer mentioned doesn't even really go by Jennifer on this board. The blog was not about her, other than to mention the fact that a membership was purchased for her in the Loyal Families name and was simply a comment made to illustrate my point.
Please note - it is NOT NOT NOT JENNORATER!!!!!!
In fact, in about 2 seconds I'm deleting the whole blog!
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8/3/07 0 CommentsAmending my last blog
OK - here is the deal - I have become a very grumpy person of late. I have been working nonstop and I am so very afraid of loosing my job. As we all know, this can have a huge effect on our perspective and our emotions often get out of control.
I have been contacted by the Loyal in question - it was not, nor has it ever been this persons normal MO to not say thank you. I have been thanked on many occassions for even the littlest thing.
This "omission" was more of a perception on my part than a true omission on the part of the Loyal. I have sent a message that indicates my apologies - we are all a great family on this board and need to stay that way.
Chickie girl, you know who you are and you know I still really care about you and I hope we are better now!
LOYAL LOVE
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8/3/07 3 Comments2nd blog, debated this one hard
DO TO RECENT CONFUSION & COMMENTS - THIS PORTION OF MY BLOG HAS BEEN DELETED............
TO THOSE IT AFFECTED, I APOLOGIZE
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